Yes, Virgina, there is a Santa Claus and Christmas came early for me this year. It it a present that I have waited my whole life for. Something that I have prayed about and wished for, but never found until now. My present was my Daddy. And believe it or not, he found me in the cesspool we know as collarme. He is the most perfect man I have ever met. I keep trying to find a flaw in him and fail to locate one. I truly believe that God made him just for me. Just when I gave up in ever finding happiness, ever find "the one" for me, ever finding true love, he walked into my life. And every time we talk, he makes me feel that much more special. He calls me his angel, someone for him to protect and love always, each and every time we talk. I am his little girl who needs her Daddy as much as Daddy needs me. I have to keep pinching myself to make sure that I am not dreaming. A friend of mine told me yesterday to quit pinching myself and just enjoy being loved. I am working on that. ~smile~
I still can't believe that he thought that HE was out of my league. Such a silly Daddy.
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Saturday, December 17, 2011
Friday, December 16, 2011
Thursday, December 15, 2011
God Has Answered My Prayers
I believe that I have found or he found me, the perfect Daddy for me. Not only is he sexy, charming, funny and adores me, but it is like he found the deepest, darkest place of my brain and is fulfilling my every fantasy. The things he says he wants to do to me and with me, sexually and non-sexually, gives me goosebumps. We have similar thoughts, ideas and dreams. I feel very special with him, at his side where I belong. Thank you God for answering my prayers.
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Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Don't Settle
Find the guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat or will stay awake to watch you sleep. Wait for the man that kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are at your worse and not give a fuck! Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who thinks you are just as pretty with out makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you. The one who turns to his friends and says "That's her".
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The Submissive Woman
When the submissive woman is with a man, she wants to be aware of the man as a man. She wants to be aware of his masculinity, his physical strength, and the fact that he is different from her. She wants to feel respectful towards him. Being aware of his authority, his power, and the control he has over her reminds her that he is not "one of the girls". He may well be her best friend, but he is not a buddy and she doesn't want just another platonic friendship with him. He is the man she loves and reveres, the man in charge, the man who can make her shake and quiver with a mere word or look.
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Tuesday, December 13, 2011
The Duty of a True Daddy/Dom
The duty of a true Daddy/Dom is simple to fulfill his girl's deepest, darkest desires. As trust grows, then he can test her limitations, only with her willingness of exploration, not just using her desire to please him. He must think of her as a human being of flesh blood and emotion. He must look after her, care for her, protect her, love her, give her strength, show her she is his, not only in ownership, showing her she is his world. With time, in his company and through play, a love is formed, a deep and lasting one.
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What Every Woman Deserves
Every woman deserves a man who calls her baby, kisses her like he means it, holds her like he never wants to let her go, doesn't cheat or lie, wipes her tears when she cries, doesn't make her jealous of other women, instead makes other women jealous of her, is not scared to let his friends know how he really feels about her and lets her know how much he really loves her.
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Monday, December 12, 2011
It sucks to be the one who...
It sucks to be the one who needs, but is not needed; adores, but is not adored; waits, but is not waited for; and loves, but is not loved.
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Adult Truths
1. Sometimes I'll look down at my watch 3 consecutive times and still not know what time it is.
2. Nothing is worse than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong.
3. I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I was younger.
4. There is great need for a sarcasm font.
5. How in the world are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet?
6. Was learning cursive really necessary?
7. Map Quest really needs to start their directions on #5. I'm pretty sure I know how to get out of my own neighborhood.
8. Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died.
9. I can't remember the last time I wasn't at least kind-of tired.
10. Bad decisions make good stories.
11. You never know when it will strike, but there comes a moment at work when you know that you just aren't going to do anything productive for the rest of the day.
12. Can we all just agree to ignore whatever comes after Blue Ray? I don't want to have to restart my collection...again.
13. I'm always slightly terrified when I exit out of Word and it asks me if I want to save any changes to my ten-page technical report that I swear I did not make any changes to.
14. I keep some people's phone numbers in my phone just so I know not to answer when they call.
15. I think the freezer deserves a light as well.
16. I disagree with Kay Jewelers. I would bet on any given Friday or Saturday night more kisses begin with Miller Lite than Kay.
17. I wish Google Maps had an "Avoid Ghetto" routing option.
18. I have a hard time deciphering the fine line between boredom and hunger.
19. How many times is it appropriate to say "What?" before you just nod and smile because you still didn't hear or understand a word they said?
20. I love the sense of camaraderie when an entire line of cars team up to prevent a jerk from cutting in at the front. Stay strong, brothers and sisters!
21. Shirts get dirty. Underwear gets dirty. Pants? Pants never get dirty, and you can wear them forever.
22. Even under ideal conditions people have trouble locating their car keys in a pocket, finding their cell phone, and Pinning the Tail on the Donkey – but I'd bet everyone can find and push the snooze button from 3 feet away, in about 1.7 seconds, eyes closed, first time, every time.
23. The first testicular guard, the "Cup," was used in Hockey in 1874 and the first helmet was used in 1974. That means it only took 100 years for men to realize that their brain is also important.
Ladies.....Please keep the laughing down to 5 minutes. :D
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2. Nothing is worse than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong.
3. I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I was younger.
4. There is great need for a sarcasm font.
5. How in the world are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet?
6. Was learning cursive really necessary?
7. Map Quest really needs to start their directions on #5. I'm pretty sure I know how to get out of my own neighborhood.
8. Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died.
9. I can't remember the last time I wasn't at least kind-of tired.
10. Bad decisions make good stories.
11. You never know when it will strike, but there comes a moment at work when you know that you just aren't going to do anything productive for the rest of the day.
12. Can we all just agree to ignore whatever comes after Blue Ray? I don't want to have to restart my collection...again.
13. I'm always slightly terrified when I exit out of Word and it asks me if I want to save any changes to my ten-page technical report that I swear I did not make any changes to.
14. I keep some people's phone numbers in my phone just so I know not to answer when they call.
15. I think the freezer deserves a light as well.
16. I disagree with Kay Jewelers. I would bet on any given Friday or Saturday night more kisses begin with Miller Lite than Kay.
17. I wish Google Maps had an "Avoid Ghetto" routing option.
18. I have a hard time deciphering the fine line between boredom and hunger.
19. How many times is it appropriate to say "What?" before you just nod and smile because you still didn't hear or understand a word they said?
20. I love the sense of camaraderie when an entire line of cars team up to prevent a jerk from cutting in at the front. Stay strong, brothers and sisters!
21. Shirts get dirty. Underwear gets dirty. Pants? Pants never get dirty, and you can wear them forever.
22. Even under ideal conditions people have trouble locating their car keys in a pocket, finding their cell phone, and Pinning the Tail on the Donkey – but I'd bet everyone can find and push the snooze button from 3 feet away, in about 1.7 seconds, eyes closed, first time, every time.
23. The first testicular guard, the "Cup," was used in Hockey in 1874 and the first helmet was used in 1974. That means it only took 100 years for men to realize that their brain is also important.
Ladies.....Please keep the laughing down to 5 minutes. :D
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Never Give Up
"Never give up on something that you can’t go a day without thinking about." -Unknown
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Sunday, December 11, 2011
Food For Thought
One way or another, men will always make a woman self-destruct and do irrational things.
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Saturday, December 10, 2011
Attitude
“Attitude to me is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness, or skill. The remarkable thing is that we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace. We cannot change our past. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one thing we have—and that is our attitude. Life is 10% what happens to me, and 90% how I react to it. And so it is with you… we are in charge of our Attitudes.” -Chuck SwindollAMEN!! So very true. Words to live by. ☺
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Love
Everyone can say "I LOVE YOU" but not everyone really means it. So believe it when you feel it, not when you HEAR it.
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Be Thankful
God is working things out for you, even when you don't feel it.
Have faith. Be thankful.
Have faith. Be thankful.
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Friday, December 9, 2011
Life's Plan
Much of the pain in life comes from having a life plan that you've fallen in love with and when it doesn't work out, you become angry that you now have to pursue a new life plan. If you want to tame your inner demons, you must not become too attached to any particular life plan, and remain open to there being an even better, happier life plan. -Karen SalmansohnSo very true, now if I can only apply that principle to my life. ~sigh~
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A Woman's Tears
Be very careful if you make a woman cry because God counts her tears. Every tear a woman shed is equivalent of a man's sacrifices in life. The woman came from a man's rib -- not on his feet to be stepped on; not on his head to be superior, but on his side to be equal; under his arms to be protected and near his heart to be loved.
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Positive Inspirational Quotes
Speak with your body, think with your heart and love with your soul.
Someday someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else. :)
Spread love everywhere you go: First of all in your own house. Let no one ever come to you without leaving better and happier. Be the living expression of God's kindness; kindness in your face, kindness in your eyes, kindness in your smile.
"Sometimes you have to kind of die inside in order to rise from your own ashes and believe in yourself and love yourself to become a new person." -Gerard Way
"It matters not who you love, where you love, why you love, when you love or how you love, it only matter that you love." -John Lennon
Never ignore a person that loves you, cares for you and misses you. Because one day, you might wake up from your sleep and realize that you lost the moon while counting the stars...
Sometimes we are only given a few minutes to be with the one we love, and a thousand hours to spend thinking of them. :)
Goodbyes will always hurt, pictures never replace having been there, memories, good or bad, will always bring tears and words can never replace those feelings.
Missing someone is your heart's way of reminding you that you love them.
People say you don't know what you've got till it's gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just never thought you'd lose it.
"In life we all lose one thing or the other; might be a job, relationship etc. It's very normal. But don't grieve over your losses. Why? Because God always has a better replacement for them. So whenever you lose something, tell yourself, there's something better waiting for me." -Uwakina Smek Osemeke
Beginning are usually scary and ending are usually sad, but it's everything in between that makes it all worth living.
Words and hearts should be handled with care for words when spoken and hearts when broken are the hardest things to repair.
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Someday someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else. :)
Spread love everywhere you go: First of all in your own house. Let no one ever come to you without leaving better and happier. Be the living expression of God's kindness; kindness in your face, kindness in your eyes, kindness in your smile.
"Sometimes you have to kind of die inside in order to rise from your own ashes and believe in yourself and love yourself to become a new person." -Gerard Way
"It matters not who you love, where you love, why you love, when you love or how you love, it only matter that you love." -John Lennon
Never ignore a person that loves you, cares for you and misses you. Because one day, you might wake up from your sleep and realize that you lost the moon while counting the stars...
Sometimes we are only given a few minutes to be with the one we love, and a thousand hours to spend thinking of them. :)
Goodbyes will always hurt, pictures never replace having been there, memories, good or bad, will always bring tears and words can never replace those feelings.
Missing someone is your heart's way of reminding you that you love them.
People say you don't know what you've got till it's gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just never thought you'd lose it.
"In life we all lose one thing or the other; might be a job, relationship etc. It's very normal. But don't grieve over your losses. Why? Because God always has a better replacement for them. So whenever you lose something, tell yourself, there's something better waiting for me." -Uwakina Smek Osemeke
Beginning are usually scary and ending are usually sad, but it's everything in between that makes it all worth living.
Words and hearts should be handled with care for words when spoken and hearts when broken are the hardest things to repair.
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Thursday, December 8, 2011
Remember... Life Goes On
You have to take the good with the bad,
Smile when you are sad,
Love what you got and
Remember what you had.
Always forgive, but never forget,
Learn from your mistakes, but never regret,
People change, things go wrong,
Just remember, life goes on.
Smile when you are sad,
Love what you got and
Remember what you had.
Always forgive, but never forget,
Learn from your mistakes, but never regret,
People change, things go wrong,
Just remember, life goes on.
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Sunday, December 4, 2011
The Lies We Are Told
I no longer believe in love. It is a mythical emotion that does not exist. I'm sorry to say that it has taken me 48, almost 49, years before I finally gave up that fairy tale of love, being loved and loving someone. It is like happily ever after, another fairy tale. I might as well believe in Santa Claus or a genie in a bottle with the same results. It just doesn't happen. It is a falsehood that children's books and Hollywood movies portray instill in little girls brains to search for it and little boys learn to use it against us so they can use us and discard us in the same way they do a tissue. Just dangle the thought of love in front of a girl, lady, woman and she will spread her legs or kneel down willing in hopes of fulfilling her dreams. That word should be banned from books, movies and everyone's lips.
If I had a daughter, I would tell her from the beginning that there is no such thing as love. Let her know early in life not to believe in fairy tales, not to believe in men's lies. To stand proudly and strong alone in this world and never settle for anything or anyone. For her to stand on her own two feet and never lean on or count on a man. They will never be there when you really need them.
My heart, soul and body belong to me and me alone. No one else can touch it, possess it, or claim it anymore. Nor will I ever try to give it away again.
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If I had a daughter, I would tell her from the beginning that there is no such thing as love. Let her know early in life not to believe in fairy tales, not to believe in men's lies. To stand proudly and strong alone in this world and never settle for anything or anyone. For her to stand on her own two feet and never lean on or count on a man. They will never be there when you really need them.
My heart, soul and body belong to me and me alone. No one else can touch it, possess it, or claim it anymore. Nor will I ever try to give it away again.
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Saturday, December 3, 2011
Huh. Realization
I'm not angry. I'm not upset. I'm not sad. I'm not mad. I'm not hurt.
You know what I am?
I am disappointed that you are exactly who they said you were.
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