Yesterday was the one of the worst days in my life. Right up there with losing my mom and then my stepfather disowning me. Yesterday my Daddy/Dom released me. The poly world that I have been exploring these last few weeks have been too much for him. He could handle the boy toys and me going to the munches, but the club and the poly were more than he could handle. I guess the long distant thing were he couldn't keep me safe was driving him crazy. I cried, begged, yelled, promised to no avail. But then I remembered something that I had forgotten... Daddys always leave.
I needed to be held, cuddled, told it would be alright, what I received was some good sex. Not the same and didn't really help a lot. Today I just feel worse. My tears fill my eyes making it hard to see, staining my face as they run down my cheeks. Feeling alone again in the big, bad world with no one to guide me. Feeling lost.
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